Hidden Secrets (Jacob/Edward/The Cullens?)

[Renesmee Carlie Cullen]

She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !

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Nessie lay on the bed she shared with Jacob in the Cullen house. She smiled softly playing about with the zip on her jumper she was glad that Jake had finally found out, it had been hard keeping it to herself. He had been spending so much more time with her and she was so happy about that. She knew that the wolfs would know by now because of there little pack telepathy thing. She just hoped that none of them had saw her father lately and blabbed to him.

She had looked in the window before coming to the Cullen house to check her father wasnt about. It was so hard not to think about the baby when he was about because that was all that was on her mind at the moment. The baby and what it was going to be like or look like. Having to block that out made her sad because she wanted to think about all those things. She was so excited to be a mummy she was practically jumping off the walls.

Laying down on the silk bed sheets Nessie watched Jacob with a loving expression on her face. Wearing a tight t-shirt like she was the bump was quite visable. She wasnt ashamed to hide it now. Now that Jacob knew and was as happy as she was she had no fears what so ever. The only fear she had now was her father and what he would do as soon as he found out about the baby.

She had thought about how it would go, and had decided that if he hurt Jacob in any way she would leave and never come back. Pack up all her stuff and move as far away as possible with Jacob and the baby. Also she would refuse to let him see the child when it was born. She thought that that was a reasonable decision, if he hurt Jacoob badly.

Smoothing her hands over the small bump, she hummed softly to herself. It was light out and she knew that the late winter sun would shine before the rain and snow came. That day would mean they would have to stay inside. Her long silky auburn hair was spread out on the pillow as she lay there happily thinking. Frowning as she heard the door slam shut she cleared her mind completely.

"JAKE! he is home. Clear your mind." She whispered hurriedly. Pulling her jumper back over herself, she made sure it was baggy so he couldnt see. Slowly walking to the door she opened it a crack and smiled warmly, expecting her father to take a trip upstairs to see her and Jacob. She made herself think of the most reduclous things, so he would stay away from her mind.



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~ Notes : None
~ Outfit : Here
~ Tags : The Cullen's & Jake
~ Music : Oopsy daisy - Chipmunk
~ Mood : Good xD
~ Credit : Me! Lauren ^^

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[Jacob Black]

Jacob was just laying on the bed next to Renesmee, happily loathing his mind with all different thoughts about the baby and Renesmee. He thought about how great his life would be now, not like it wasn’t before. Now he had more to love, more to think about and make him happy. Renesmee was the only thing that really made him truly happy now, she was his world. She gave him everything he needed to be a happy person. He looked over to Renesmee and then back to the TV with a smile. He loved her so much, it almost made him insane.

He put his arms above and under his head, laying on top of the silk sheets happily. Jacob was so happy he had some more time to himself and Renesmee, now he didn’t have to worry about staying out until like 1 or 2 AM just doing rounds, Seth decided to take them fore him since Renesmee was going to have a baby. He knew it was only 3 weeks old but he didn’t want her stressing about him. She was so much happier now, he could see it in her face and the way she was acting now. He was glad he found out when he did, not too late. He couldn’t wait to see it and Jacob thought about making a crib for the baby. He still wasn’t sure about it because he didn’t know how to design it.

Jacob’s eyes fluttered up and down, he had rounds early in the morning, before Renesmee got up so that he could make it home so that she wouldn’t freak out. He tried to fight it but lost the battle. His eyes closed as he started thinking about the happy life they would have together. There was still one obstacle that stood in the way, telling the family. Jacob was nervous about this but not too much, what could they do?

Edward could do some stuff but Jacob wouldn’t care if he yelled. If he tried to beat him up Jacob wouldn’t fight him unless it was really life threatening because he knew it would only end up badly. He didn’t want to hurt Bella nor Renesmee and knew that if he did somehow hurt Edward he would feel guilty. He couldn’t hurt Jacob because Renesmee nor Bella would allow it. If Jacob lost his temper then he most likely wouldn’t be able to control himself. Just as Jacob was about to fall into complete unconsciousness he heard Renesmee whisper frantically. Jacob jumped and looked at her with an alarmed expression, prompting himself up on one elbow quickly.

”What, huh!?” He asked, looking to her to see if she was ok. Then he comprehended it and thoughts about the baby flooded into his mind for a moment until he forced them back and started thinking about other things like his other dream, Renesmee and him getting married. ”oh.” He whispered back to her, sitting up on the bed as he fixed his white shirt.

[Edward Cullen]

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My day was going by pretty well, at least so far no one had tried to endanger my family in any way, I didn't have to worry about Bella getting herself into trouble now that she was a vampire and was more then capable of looking after herself, though that didn't always stop me I still worried about her enough especially whenever I saw her wresting with a mountain lion. I don't think i would ever get used to that, so far today I had avoided the main house and the town, I didn't want peoples thoughts interrupting my own. Now however It was time to make my way back to the house, I loved my family too much to stay away long they were the ones that put meaning into my immortal life.

I missed the days of retiring to the small cottage with Bella and my little Nessie, but that cottage belonged to Nessie and Jacob now and we were back at the main house, though those two hung out there often enough as well. it didn't take long before i was opening the door to the main house, and though I wasn't paying attention I could have sworn Nessie's thoughts were panicked for a second. Although I always went to see her anyway this make me curious about seeing her this time so i made for the stairs and took them easily within seconds I was standing outside her door.

I knocked out of respect but i could see from their thoughts that they were both fully clothed, which was lucky for Jacob, I still didn't like the idea of him with my baby girl, and she may look 17 but she was only 5 so she was still my baby in more ways then one. I waited only a second before pushing the door open and looking inside they were both sprawled out on the bed looking at ease, Jacobs thoughts were flooded with thoughts of the wedding which I admit irritated me to no end. Nessie's thoughts however were all over the place, it was like she was trying very hard not to think of something around me. "Jacob, Nessie How's my baby doing?" I asked from the doorway, even as I said Jacobs name acknowledging he was there my words were more clipped then the ones that followed.

I know i should learn to accept it but I still didn't like the fact that he had imprinted on my daughter, as if it wasn't enough that he used to try to steal Bella away from me now since the day Nessie was born he was slowly dragging her further from me. What hurt the most was that there wasn't a thing I could do for unlike when he was pining after Bella, Nessie didn't put up a fight she loved him as much as he did her, and I know I should take comfort in that fact but I didn't.

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IT STANDS |: complete
TAG YOUR IT |: nessie and jacob
THE COUNT |: five ; one ; one
THE OUTFIT |: Here

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[Renesmee Carlie Cullen]

She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !

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Continuing to push random thoughts into her head she didnt know what to think about. She had almost slipped up so many times, yet she was managing to do it okay but she wanted to think about the baby. It was the only thing that had been on her mind for almost three weeks now. She was so excited herheart jumped everytime Jake brought it up.

She smiled softly and Jake and hugged into him as he fixed his shirt. "Awh look at you all presentable for my dad." She chuckled. Smoothing out the crease in his white top, she too fixed the zip on her jumper. Making sure it covered the small bump, and other parts of her body that seemed to be changing.

Hearing the graceful footteps of her father she tried to seem as natural as she could. Just laying ther, sprawled out in Jakes arms she was sure she looked completely normal, well she was trying as hard as she could to be. She knew that the more she tried the more unnatural it looked.

Looking up as the door opened she smiled warmly at her father. Sitting up slightly, she took hold of Jakes hand and gave it a slight warning squease to make sure he understood not to think about the baby. Bititing down on her lip she pushed a piece of her hair casualy out of her face continuing to keep the warm smile on her face.

Her eyes widened at her fathers words and she started to cough. She stayed as still as she could spluttering as if she had swallowed something down the wrong way. She looked down at Jacobs hand and then back to her father with another warm smile. "Im... fine dad. How are you?" She asked softly.




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~ Notes : Sorry i sort of rambled. My muse is low at the moment.
~ Outfit : Here
~ Tags : The Cullen's & Jake
~ Music : Oopsy daisy - Chipmunk
~ Mood : Good xD
~ Credit : Me! Lauren ^^

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[Jacob Black]

Jacob chuckled as Renesmee went into his arms. He put one arm around her and pulled her closer, kissing her on the cheek lightly for he knew if he kissed her on the lips he would end up getting more into it than her father liked.

”Only the best.” He sighed, watching for the door to open. As it did Jacob concentrated on different things. Everywhere and everything from the pack, to food, to the wedding. It was extremely hard to keep them in one place since all he wanted to think about was the baby and Renesmee. He never thought this would be so hard, you just had to keep your mind away from it yet it really was hard.

Jacob put on another smile, trying to appear normal as Edward entered the room, his gaze shifting from Nessie to Edward. He heard him spoke and his eyes looked almost panicked but didn’t match with her wide ones, whipping the small smile away from his face which was replaced with both a confused and worried expression.

He means the ba- He caught himself right there and rubbed Renesmee’s back as she coughed, wondering if she was ok before continuing. The…bag of chips. He stated in his mind as he shuffled through different types of chips and whatever else he could come up with as quick as he could. Jacob looked toward the floor before moving his eyes back to Edward with a sigh of relief. That was a close one.

[Edward Cullen]

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At first glace walking into there room everything seemed normal, there was my daughter laying casually on the bed next to Jacob, but it didn't take long for me to realize something wasn't right, it was like they were trying too hard to be normal, and then Nessie near on chocking after I asked her how she was that was not normal behavior. I tried paying more attention to their thoughts to see if I could figure out what they were hiding that way but both of them were jumping from one thought to another, neither of them focusing on any one thing, it was like they couldn't focus on any one thing.

"Alright who's going to tell me what's going on?" I asked unsure if I really wanted to know, but I could tell that there was something not right here and being the father I had a right to know what was going on right? right! I waited for a second and no one spoke, my arms folded over my chest now I looked from one to the other. "Come on you had to know trying to keep something from a mind reader wasn't going to work so one of you better start talking."

Even as I said it something was telling me to shut up I didn't want to know, not now not ever but I was determined, I didn't like my daughter being secretive, especially not if Jacob was in on it. As I waited for one of them to talk I was going over idea's in my head trying to get an idea of what they might be trying to hide from me, but I was coming up blank, they were already getting married which was against everything I would have chosen for Nessie, at least for now, then again I doubt I would ever see anyone as worthy of her. what else could there be that would have them so desperately trying to keep me out of their heads?

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IT STANDS |: complete
TAG YOUR IT |: nessie and jacob
THE COUNT |: three ; four ; four
THE OUTFIT |: Here

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[Renesmee Carlie Cullen]

She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !

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Continously coughing, she calmed down a bit as Jake rubbed her back. She rubbed her throat, her coughing fit had hut her throat a little. She knew she shouldnt have eaten some of those chips. She gave Jake a small thankful smile and turned to her not very happy looking father. She bit down on her lip, leaning her head down she rubbed at her eyes as if she was tired. Her air falling over her face to hide the nervous look on her face.

Pulling herself together she looked up and slapped on another smile. Her mind changing from the wedding to Seth and then to her mother, she tried to do it casualy so her mind wasnt like a book, turning the pages quickly as if pretending to do something. She frowned at his words. "Daddy what are you talking about? there is nothing we are hidding." She raised a perfectly arched eyebrow as if confused.

Her acting skills could have gotten her an oscar at this particular moment in time. She looked to Jacob and then back to her father. "There is nothing we are hiding is there Jakie?" She said softly, looking deep into Jacobs eyes before back to her father. She casualy let her eyes wander around the room like a disinterested teenager. Trying to be more human than she was.

Holding onto Jakes warm hand she stroked it softly with her thumb and continued to look round the room as if waiting to here something else said. Moving her mind to school, she remembered the good grade she had gotten just a few weeks ago in her English test. She tried to use that as a distraction, to try and get him off there trail.




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~ Notes : Sorry i sort of rambled. My muse is low at the moment.
~ Outfit : Here
~ Tags : The Cullen's & Jake
~ Music : Oopsy daisy - Chipmunk
~ Mood : Good xD
~ Credit : Me! Lauren ^^

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[Jacob Black]

Jacob looked over toward Edward then back at Renesmee and then back at Edward again before nodding along with Renesmee.

”Err…Nope nothing wrong here.” He looked over toward Edward again with a smile and a few chuckles, his eyes wide as he scanned the room. He swallowed slightly and watched Edward, he was very suspicious. Jacob quickly filled his mind with pictures of cars, just to look at them to take his mind off of…that thing that they weren’t supposed to think about.

”Nothing wrong there….er…Edward. Why do you ask? We aren’t hiding anything, not one bit. Nothing, nadda.” He rambled on before internally hitting himself on the forehead in his thoughts. He just wanted to keep that thought from his mind for as long as he could before bursting, or until he felt like it was a good time to tell him, which was never.

He would be mad, furious about this. Jacob wouldn’t let him hurt Renesmee, not like he would hurt his own daughter but Jacob always looked out for her no matter what just to make sure nothing would ever happen to her to make her think or feel like she was threatened. In her state now she couldn’t handle that much stress even if it was only 3 weeks, part of the reason why Jacob had taken less time patrolling and morphing and more time with her to make sure she didn’t stress about him.

He also didn’t want her to be scared if something happened while he was not here, at least now she could come to him when she had a problem. Jacob felt Renesmee’s cool skin rubbing his and smiled, rubbing her hand in his also. Jake needed to act as normal as possible, at least until they tricked Edward into finally believing it which Jacob thought would never come but hey it might be possible. Just at that moment he turned his head to Renesmee with a smile and his mind wandered off to the baby and Renesmee being pregnant.

I can’t believe I’ll be a father, haha Edwards gonna be a grandfather…wait…oh…CRAP! He shouted in his head, the smile whipping off his face as his eyes widened. It was too late now, the good thing was that all thoughts about the baby flooded out of his mind but were replaced with worry.

”oh, no…” He whispered before turning his head slowly toward Edward to see how mad he actually was…

[Renesmee Carlie Cullen]

She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !

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Nessie chuckled nervously, listening to the way jake rambled on she thought to herself. "jake should shut up now." She could see how fake it looked and she knew her father wouldnt buy it. She bit down on her lip and continued to think of random things. Her mnd scooted back and forward from memorys to school life. She knew she was close to slipping up so she had to convince him somehow to get off her trail. She smiled at jake as he rubbed her hand. She continued to rub his back happily. She loved how warm his hand was, it brought a smile to her face as she looked back to her father with fake honesty in her eyes.

Turning her head round she frowned when she heard jake mumbble. She turned her head her hair covering her face, she looked to his eyes and realised what he had done. Her eyes grew wide and she paniced. She slowly turned back to her father waiting for his reaction. What made it worse was that as soon as Jake had spilled it she too started thinking about the baby. So many questions spun through her mind. She acted fast looking from Jake to her father. She tensed getting ready to jump infront of jacob and protect him if it was needed. She looked at her father firmly hoping he wouldnt do anything too stupid. She wasnt exactly in the right state to be fighting. She watched carefully waiting and waiting on his reaction. The time going past felt like a lifetime, she was so axious she could feel the worry and stress start to set in. She bit down on her lip a steely stare arising in her chocolate brown eyes. She was determined that was for sure.

She felt her heart in her mouth. A sickly feeling arising in her stomach she was so nervous she got shaky again. She didnt know what to say. Turning back to her father she looked up to his eyes. "i...I....Im sorry." She mumbled. She knew sorry wasnt going to cover it but it was worth a try. Looking back to Jake with fear in her eyes she prepared herself for the worst. Getting ready to either protect Jake and the baby or scream and walk out. If he hurt Jacob she would leave, there was no doubt about that. She had thought about it so many times she had made her decision. Jacob was a vital part of her existance. If anything happened to him, by the hand of her father or any member of her family, she would never return. They would never see her again. This was it the secret was out, the outcome of this would be the turning point in her life.





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~ Notes : Sorry i sort of rambled. My muse is low at the moment.
~ Outfit : Here
~ Tags : The Cullen's & Jake
~ Music : Oopsy daisy - Chipmunk
~ Mood : Good xD
~ Credit : Me! Lauren ^^

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[Edward Cullen]

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There was no way either of these two could get an acting career, they were both as transparent as glass, though that might have something to do with the fact that I could read their minds ... maybe if I didn't have this little fact at my disposal they would have been able to pull the wool over my eyes but I didn't think so. I didn't say anything, they knew that I didn't believe them and it was only a matter of time before one of them slipped up by either thinking or blurting out what they were trying to hide from me, so instead I stood in the doorway arms folded across my chest and I waited.

I didn't have to wait long, Jacobs thoughts betrayed him, it took a moment for me to realize what he had thought about, I had been concentrating more on Nessie thinking she would be the one to slip up first, however that was not to be the case. I had heard Jacob but I only really started listing when I heard his mental yell, cussing himself out for thinking about it. I had just grasped what he had said before then thoughts from Nessie came to me first she was thinking about it and then there was worry. my fists tightened into balls, my eyes blazed I couldn't believe what I was reading in their thoughts, my little baby girl was pregnant!

A snarl escaped my lips and instinctively I moved into a crouch but then something else from Nessie's mind made to to mine, her determination, as much as I wanted to rip Jacob to pieces for this, I knew from her thoughts I would lose her forever, I couldn't do that and reluctantly I pulled myself up out of the crouch and forced myself to calm down, I couldn't lose my daughter. "We gave you our home and this is how you repay us!" My voice was velvet death, I didn't have to raise my voice I knew they could both hear the danger in my voice. I was shaking with rage and I knew I couldn't do this much longer, I couldn't keep calm in the presence of that dog.

I needed to escape this, I couldn't deal with this right now, not until I settled down I know as a father I should be handing out some form of punishment but the punishment would be on me if I lost control and hurt Jacob that much was clear in my little Nessie's mind. Therefore I did the only thing I could do I ran, out of the room and down the stairs I flew out the door and into the forest I couldn't deal with that right now, not without hurting Jacob and in turn losing my daughter forever.

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IT STANDS |: complete
TAG YOUR IT |: nessie and jacob
THE COUNT |: four ; eight ; six
THE OUTFIT |: Here

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[Renesmee Carlie Cullen]

She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !

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Looking to her fathers angered face, fear twisted in her like a dagger. She hung her head knowing he was going to scream and shout at her. She looked up as she heard the vicious growl, she could see him crouched down low ready to attack. She stepped infront of Jacob, her eyes filled with pain and determination. She wasnt going to allow her father to hurt or maybe even kill the father of her child. Her face crumpled as she watched him, gulping back down the emotion she narrowed her eyes trying to push away the tears. Dont cry She thought angrily.

"We gave you our home and this is how you repay us!" She knew he was completely furious with her. It wasnt like she had ment to do it, or it was completely on purpose. She looked to him with saddened eyes. She licked her lips and croaked out some words. "Dad please... im sorry. It wasnt intentional." She whispered. She sighed softly and looked back down to the floor. She had no idea how her mother would react, she would probobly be more angry because of her own love for Jacob. She felt so bad, closing her eyes as if she was in pain. Her face crumpled again and she couldnt keep away the emotion.

She heared him move back a bit, heading back towards the door. "Dont go dad... please daddy." She croaked, the emotion clear in her beautiful voice. She turned towards Jacob as her father ran from the room and into the forest. She buried her face in Jacobs chest and held onto his t-shirt. "He hates me now Jacob.... He hates me." She whispered shakily. She trembled in his arms. keeping her arms as far away from the bump as she possibly could. She didnt even want to look at it at this moment in time.





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~ Notes : Sorry i sort of rambled. My muse is low at the moment.
~ Outfit : Here
~ Tags : The Cullen's & Jake
~ Music : Oopsy daisy - Chipmunk
~ Mood : Good xD
~ Credit : Me! Lauren ^^

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[Jacob Black]

Jacob watched Edward’s gaze turn from a slightly surprised look to a furious anger which boiled straight out of his soul. Jake tensed and sat up, sitting on the bed as he watched Edward. He would not let him touch her, even if it meant the impossible to protect her. Anything to save her, anything to give her everything. He held out his hands as if to say calm down but didn’t speak as Renesmee stepped in front of him. Jacob pulled her backwards away from him and stood up, reaching for Renesmee’s hand he pulled it close to him, monitoring her emotions with his.

”It wasn’t my fault Edward, it wasn’t her fault either. It just…happened.” He glared up at him and he stated how he gave Jacob a home. Jacob tore his gaze from Edward’s furious eyes and looked over to Renesmee then abck to Edward as he started to move from the doorway.

”Edward…” He started, standing up. ”Edward common.” he groaned slightly, watching him flee from the home back downstairs. Jacob sighed and looked behind his shoulder as he sat back down facing Renesmee with a shake of his head. Before he could comprehend it Renesmee was burring her face in his shirt. Jacob put on a slight grin and took her in his arms, trying to comfort her with soft motions of his wrists.

”Shhh…Reenesmee he doesn’t hate you. Trust me, I know your father maybe a bit too well. The last thing he thinks of you is hate. He loves you, he hates me more than he could ever hate you and I’m ok with that. He can’t do anything to us as long as I’m here.” He chuckled, pulling her closer.

”There isn’t anything he can do, nothing.”

[Renesmee Carlie Cullen]

She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !

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She didnt even want to think about it. Keeping her head burried in his chest she felt his hands on her trying to soothe away the guilt and sadness the knawed away at her insides. Sickness washed over her, wave after wave. She wasnt sure if it was the child rhat was slowly growing within her or if it was because she was disgusted in herself. So much hate had filled those golden topaz eyes as he glared right at them, She would never forget a look like that, it would haunt her till the day she died. Clossing her eyes tight, she was trying so hard to keep to the promise she had made before. She wouldnt cry. Well she would try with all her might not to. Her breathing was uneven and raspy as she continued to hold onto him, battling the emotions that swirled inside of her with the destruction of a tornado.

"He does. " She whispered, mumbling against the warm t-shirt that seemed to just cling to him perfectly. She sighed not letting the perfect contours of his body distract her from the eternal guilt that would haunt her. Her own father hated her and was so angry he couldnt be in the same room as her. Her eyes traveled down to her feet again, yet she couldnt seem to bypass the small bump that jutted out from her hips making her seem overweight. Looking away angry with herself she looked back to Jacobs chest, once again hiding her face in the shirt that smelt oh so amazing. His scent laced the fabric, with every movement... ever breath his scent filled the air around him slowly diffusing towards her over sensitive nostrils.

"I know Jake... he cant do nothing to us." She mimiced his words. Saying them softly in a voice that was barley aduble. Trying to convince herself he couldnt touch them. But he didnt need to touch them, his reaction had been enough. Those eyes.... she bit down on her lip feeling the emotion bubble up yet again. Her beautiful face was so pale, much more so than normal. She had purple bags under her eyes, looking more like her family than she normally did. Her hair was sort of lank and tired fitting in with the sudden mood. Her eyes where almost lifeless apart from the small glimmer of sadness and pain. "Im sorry dad." She thought to herself. She new he would hear her if he was near.

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~ Notes :
~ Outfit : Here
~ Tags : The Cullen's & Jake
~ Music : Oopsy daisy - Chipmunk
~ Mood : Good xD
~ Credit : Me! Lauren ^^

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[Edward Cullen]

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I didn’t go too far from the house, I knew I had to go back there and talk to them but to start with I needed to get my temper under control and unfortunately that meant that the tree’s around the house took the beating, it wasn’t long before I found a nice big tree and I just started swinging using it like a boxing bag. I had seen the look on my baby girls face when mine had been of rage and that along with the rage of knowing that dog had gotten her pregnant occupied my every thoughts as I threw punches at the tree, I could hear the wood splintering beneath each blow, it was an empty sort of satisfaction, I would rather it was that dog but I also knew I couldn’t do that or I would really lose my daughter and I couldn’t live with that.

Bits of the trunk were flaking off with each blow and I finally stopped, I didn’t want to kill the tree, and I realised when I stoped that I might be a little late for that, I had a feeling it wouldn’t survive after that beating, as it was it was now on a lean with some of its roots exposed. Now that I had stopped taking my aggression out on the tree I could hear the thoughts of the two that had caused it in the house, though it was defiantly one more then the other that had sparked this reaction in me. And the most prominent thing was Nessie’s grief I could feel how bad she felt and her anguish over my reaction, and then I heard her think about how sorry she was hoping I could hear her. Maybe if they had just told me instead of trying to hide it my reaction would have been different. Somehow I didn’t think so but at least I wouldn’t have felt like they were hiding things.

Taking a deep breath I turned around and walked back to the house, my pace was slow for a vampire but still faster then a human could run. I wasn’t in a hurry to face this but I knew that I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I left Nessie there stressing over my reaction feeling like I hated her, I could never hate her. All too soon yet not soon enough I was walking back up the stairs, I paused outside the door for a second before pushing it open not knocking this time, if I had to wait to knock I might just leave again, or smash it down whichever came first.

“Stop it Nessie I could never hate you, that’s crazy, I love you and I always will, I’m sorry I made you feel that way but I had to get out of here I know you would never have forgiven me if I took my anger out on him” I said I was purposefully just talking to Nessie and trying my hardest to block Jacobs thoughts from me it was hard enough trying to keep my cool now without looking at him or having his thoughts in my head, I couldn’t deal with that, I needed to stay in control of my emotions and I had to make sure Nessie understood I didn’t think this was her fault.

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IT STANDS |: complete
TAG YOUR IT |: nessie / jacob / the cullen’s
THE COUNT |: five ; six ; two
THE OUTFIT |: Here

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[Renesmee Carlie Cullen]

She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !

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Not listening closely enough to hear her fathers assult on the tree. She continued to hug into Jacob. Her emotions overcomign her she took a step away, steming the flow of tears instantly. She held them back gulping down lungfulls of air, she rubbed her hands against her chocolate brown eyes roughly. Stop it Nessie! She growled to herself. She shouldnt cry all the time but sometimes she just couldnt help it. In the condition she was in right now tears seemed to flow like tap water, the stupidest little thing could set her off at any point. She gulped it back and took a seat on the bed.

The sickness washed over her again and her hand slowly moved down to the bump. "Urg." She whispered, keeping on with the deep breaths to try and push it away. She looked up to Jacob her face twinging green. "Jake." She whispered. Gulping down another breath she heard her fathers footsteps, frowning she looked to the door. Wondering why he had come back. She hoped it wasnt to hurt jacob because she was sure she would be sick if she tried to defend him.

She looked up, confusion in her eyes, as he walked into the room. “Stop it Nessie I could never hate you, that’s crazy, I love you and I always will, I’m sorry I made you feel that way but I had to get out of here I know you would never have forgiven me if I took my anger out on him” She listened to his words then nodded. Not daring to open her mouth as she felt the sickness fight to overcome her. She lowered her head, placing a hand over her mouth. She could feel it sliding up her throat, quickly getting up she dashed to the bathroom and threw up.

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~ Notes : Sorry its not that long :/
~ Outfit : Here
~ Tags : The Cullen's & Jake
~ Music : Oopsy daisy - Chipmunk
~ Mood : Good xD
~ Credit : Me! Lauren ^^

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[Jacob Black]

Jacob looked down to Renesmee and just rocked her like he had in the past when she was a little girl, kissing her on the forehead lightly. If Edward didn’t come back or say something to her Jacob would surely have a talk with him. He shouldn’t trick his daughter into that he hated her, that just was not right at all. Jacob noticed Renesmee trying to gulp down her tears as they fell. Jacob put on a sad expression and whipped them away after she finished rubbing them.

”Nessie, cry if you want to. Its not good to keep it bottled in.” He said with a slight chuckle in his voice. He let her out of his arms and watched her take a seat. Jacob followed, sitting down next to her. He looked at her with a somewhat worried expression but then understood. She was going to be sick again.

”Oh…” He said, starting to hear the footsteps of Edward. Jacob slightly growled and wanted to tell him to go, he would just make things worse. He put a hand on Renesmee’s as the footsteps came closer and the door opened. Jacob looked up to Edward for a moment to see what he would do but he just stood there. He turned his head back to Renesmee and leaned down to see if she was ok. She was going to throw up.

”Common Nessie lets go to the-“ He was cut off as she flew off the bed and into the bathroom. ”bathroom…oh boy.” He finished, looking up to Edward with a slightly angered but also pleading glaze. As much as he wanted to pick a fight with Edward he didn’t want to hurt Renesmee, nor did he want her and the baby to be separated from their family. He god up quickly and trotted for the bathroom himself, coming into seeing Renesmee throwing up. He went to the side of her and picked her hair up, moving it out of the way so it didn’t get messy. He rubbed her back just like he had before and just tried to help her through it.

”Everythings going to be ok now, theres nothing much more to worry about.” He told her, happy himself because he never liked to see Renesmee so worried about something. No more secrets except for Bella. He figured Edward would tell Bella or she would show up eventually. ”Now we have more time to think about that kid.” He smiled, trying to make her feel better. ”I never thought such a little thing could make a person barf so many times.” He said in a curious voice. He kept looking over his shoulder at times to see where Edward was. He just didn’t want to take any chances.

[Renesmee Carlie Cullen]

She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !

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Throwing herself onto her knees just in time she was sick loudly into the toilet. She couldnt understand why she was being sick so violently. She wasnt sure if it was the baby or if it was because she had been so nervous she had turned her stomach. She didnt really care she just wanted to get it out and then try and stop the sickness. She felt Jakes hands holding her hair and rubbing her back. It was really soothing but it didnt stop the waves of sickness. She groaned softly, moving back she grabbed a sheet of toilet paper and wiped her mouth. "I hate being sick." She sighed. Standing up she flushed the toilet and went to brush her teeth, she hated the taste it left in her mouth.

Looking to the door wondering where her dad had gone to, she slowly brushed her teeth before taking Jakes hand and walking back through. She pulled off the jumper that was making her feel so hot. Her pale cheeks where flushed, from the rushing and the amount of layers she had piled on so her father wouldnt have noticed. She smoothed the t-shirt over her small bump and looked to Jacob. She couldnt help it but the baby brought so much happiness to her that she had to smile even at times like this. She slowly removed her hands as she remembered the situation she was just in at the moment. She looked back to her father and sighed softly.

Taking a seat back on the bed, she rubbed a hand through her long hair. Something about what she had just done made her the mirror image of her mother. The way she used to push her hair out of her face when she was in a difficult situation. Nessie infact was a lot like her mother. The determination that rung her eyes as she looked to her father. She wasnt going to give up this baby, not now. Not after she had went through all this she wasnt going to let the baby go now. She didnt care what people thinked, it was her and Jakes child and nothing could change that. There was no rules against there night of passion, no one could have stopped that. She frowned and wiped some of the sweat from her brow before turning back to Jacob.

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~ Notes : Sorry its not that long :/
~ Outfit : Here
~ Tags : The Cullen's & Jake
~ Music : Oopsy daisy - Chipmunk
~ Mood : Good xD
~ Credit : Me! Lauren ^^

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